Time to Laugh

I'm filled with this unexplainable
LOVE you give, unretainable.
How am I supposed to ever pay You back?
I know I don't have to,
I know I can't ever.

You alone make me want to be worthy.
You know my innermost secrets.
And I'm perfectly comfortable with it.
And I never want to let go.

But still,
The ways of the world are graven on my shoulder
The weight of a people laden with their sins
When all that reigns in my life is this silence,
That fills the crevices, makin' me rethink my wins.

But still, I can't take anymore
Of this silence,
Intensifies the violence
That's ringing in my ears.

You alone know how to make me
Laugh at my mistakes,
You peel away the years.
You wipe away my tears.

You fill me with unexplicable
Love,You give unrestrictable
Mercy, perfectly, given me,
Of Your own free will.
And You alone,
And You alone,
And You alone,
know how to make me laugh aloud.