solitude

I want to be held in Your arms again
So I won't feel the pain.
I want to be held unaccoutable
Instead of being blamed.

I want to turn this life around
But I can't move, I'm being held down.
I want to sing, but my voice deafens me,
And now there's no more sound.

All on their own, reflecting off the walls,
nightmares retaliate.
Memories play over and over again.
echo and reverberate.

I want to leave, show me the door
Cause I can't find any knobs.
This solitude's driving me insane
And no one hears my sobs.

Let me out, Let me out,
So I can let You in.
I don't doubt, I can't doubt
You'll save me from my sin.

Help me, I'm drowning!
Save me from the fate of recounting
every last
Minute of my life.

Cause that's the only comfort I'd have left.
When I'm lost, alone, blinded and deaf.