Breaking off the Deep End

I think it's amazing how you can take the simplest things in nature: rocks, wood, leaves, bugs, dirt, mold....anything, really, and if you look past the fact that it's......mold or bugs.......and really study the complexity (and divinity) that it must have taken to form this tiny thing, you've just found anther way that God just totally wows you.

It feels like the end, but my heart just started beatin',
I'm falling asleep, but I'm jumping off the deep end.
My life is so full of contradictions,
But You're the only One Who can give me directions.

I hope, I pray that I'll make it through this night,
And although I'm in the dark, I know I'll never leave Your sight.
And with all these predictions and false attentions spans ,
I've got to trust in more than maps to get me safely home again.

If I tried, I know I could easily break these diguises,
I know that life's more that just fun, games, and prizes.
Cause that might be fine when you're three or four,
And I feel much younger, but I want much more.

So I'm breaking down a few substances,
A few contradictions I couldn't let go of for the longest time.
I'm dropping some grudges,
While You're smoothing out some smudges
And thinking up new lullabies
To soothe this chronic case of small-mindedness.